It’s Beyonce like you’ve never seen her before.
The notoriously private singer will give her fans the most revealing look into her private life yet in her upcoming HBO Documentary Life is But a Dream. Though she addresses everything from her desire to gain independence in her career, to her pregnancy, the singer still says she struggles with showing too much. “I always battle with how much do I reveal about myself,” she says.
Clearly she’s in a revealing mood because in one scene we find out that her pregnancy was quite the surprise. “I just had a feeling that something was going on,” she says laying in bed after finding out she was pregnant with daughter Blue Ivy. In another scene she reveals that she tried to hide the pregnancy. “They keep putting me in these tight clothes and trying to hide it.” (She did make the big reveal at the 2011 MTV VMA’s.) “It’s very difficult. I don’t know how I’m going to get through this.”
Life Is But a Dream premieres February 16 on HBO.