Since the mid 1990s, MJB has been the ultimate ESSENCE cover girl. Fresh off of the release of her second album, My Life, Mary J. Blige made her ESSENCE debut on the cover of our March 1995 issue and has had a staggering 11 additional covers since, bringing her own special brand of Black Girl Magic to our magazine for nearly three decades.
As a certified style queen, Mary has served looks on our pages and even on our stages as a longstanding ESSENCE Fest performer. As we celebrate our favorite Sagittarius’s birthday every January 11, here’s a look back at Mary J. Blige’s 12 ESSENCE covers.
“I was in a horrible relationship with this not too cool person, and I was playing it off like I was alright, but I wasn’t,” says Mary. “It looks pretty and all of that, but it was not a happy time. This was the Mary album, actually. I remember that whole dark hair period time and I remember just being so depressed.”
“Once you get to the end, you start to accept what it’s going to be. And so I accepted it,” says Mary. “That could have been life or death. I was like, ‘Alright, I am what I am. I’m an alcoholic, a drug addict, a chicken…Acceptance makes you look flawless. I remember looking at this picture and being like, ’Wow.’ It made me happy, I’ll tell you that. It made me feel like I was pretty.”
“Once my husband came in my life…I was struggling so hard because I was being convicted for not ending up like that anymore (points above to the 1997 cover). This was conviction time. This was no more alcohol; no more hanging out, he wasn’t having it.”
“It was hard because I never wanted anybody to see the depths of me the way that he could see me. I never wanted to trust that someone could even take care of that.”
“It was a moment of happiness; a moment where I felt, ‘Wow I’m one of these superstar beautiful women too. I’m about TO cry,’” says Mary. “I was like, ‘I got to go see Janet. I have to meet Janet.’ And I’ve always loved Beyoncé. I was taking a picture with the beautiful women and now I’m considered one of the beautiful women.”
“I was coming into my spiritual strength, finding out who God was and what He says about me is true and what [people] said about me that’s negative is not true. I was coming into this place where you couldn’t shake me or take away anything that God had already given me. I was working on my spiritual muscles even more there.”