We all want love in some form or fashion. Even when we live opposite of what we truly desire, our actions give us away. With each act of sexual indiscretion I was in search of wholeness. Within my male bravado, which was fueled by every new interaction with a beautiful woman, was a searchlight. I was intent on finding love, but always came up short until the day I discovered how to love myself. That’s when I found what I had been searching for, and then and only then was I finally able to give it away.